Insert 99 Ash looked like he has been crying for days and thinking about what Ive been up to taunted and haunted me ..Ash:Look Lesedi I aint perfect and I realised u aint perfect too cn we just stay together and form an imperfect relationship. .I love you I really do ..I knew he was sincere bt I was unsure of my love for him this days..I dnt think I love him anymore I think its just the fear of facing life wthout him ..But the past few days wthout him I realised I hv a life wthout him a life wthout fun and the coldness of being wthout the warmth of his love..A tear invited itself in my eyes I tried faking a smile bt seeing him let his last tear in his eyes just made me break into pieces. .We hugged wth a silent sob, a silent scream, there is too much uncertainty in this relationship. .I gotta be the bigger person and be honest wth the poor guy..I broke the hug and looked him straight in the eye Me:look Ash I love you I really do bt I need some space, I need space from all of this..My life is a mess right now deranged and complicated in some way..I hv a lot on my plate so please give me some space to iron out everything and clear my head.. Him:I dnt want to give u space to deal wth ur problems I wanna be wth u when u deal wth them..I wanna be part of that please dnt shut me out please. . Me:Ashley please kao rapela I am begging u let me deal wth my problems alone. . Him:Lesedi I cnt love u only wen u are happy I wanna love u in ur tears too Me:I am begging u hle motho! Him:Okay fine. .But I love you neh Me:I know u do ..I love you ..I was lying I aint sure anymore, I was lying I dnt love him anymore. .I lied I reminisce the feeling of loving him .. Him:Accompany me home atleast. .We got up and went out..It was dark so we stood and the gate and talked a bit nothing knew just the same thing we talked about. .We hugged and ended up kissing so passionately I ended up feeling him so much I wanted him bt thn hey it was a goodbye kiss I hear they are always out of this world..I broke the kiss coz I knew something stupid will be done last hug and a soft peck on the forehead then he walked away..I got in the house and locked the door went straight to Bs room and cried my heart out she knew what went dwn I told her before doing it..We hugged I dnt remember anything else that happened coz I woke up the next day wth a huge headache. . I guess its for the best..Myb evn for the worst :(
Posted on: Thu, 25 Sep 2014 06:03:40 +0000
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