Insert5#34 masixole looked like angamelwa yentliziyo Masixole: Liegh ncela ungakhali yoh undenzela uvalo xa uzokhala kangaka I had my mouth off open crying he kept wiping my tears shame Masixole kwela bhedini he picked me up gosh really undenza umntana masixole va and put me on the bed wachola chola eza glass Masixole: ungahliki apho ndiyothetha mop I nodded wiping my tears Masixole: ndeyabuya he looked like akafuni undishiya shame was I raped? Does he know what if akayazi yena lonto, when was I raped I had this memory in my head but its not my room, its not this room ndande phi but my biggest fear was did masixole know and if he didnt uzocinga ntoni ngamu bendisoyika umxelele about it what if he judges me I cant even remember what happend all I remember is that man ontop of me breathing on my face his hands all over me thinking about him and it caused my body to shiver I held myself ndazi hugger lifted my leg on the bed ebe ngathi mandizi qhote and just die masixole walked in enxamile Itu: my friend masixole uthi ukhumbule into? Ndavula mlomo but amagama ebe nga pume tuu Itu: its ok noba yentoni whatever oyi khumbuleyo its in the past masixole finished sweeping wayozibheka ebathroom wabuya wahlala cangu kwamu putting his arm around mine Itu: she seems in shocked Masixole: wothukile Itu: engazinto ezi nintsi azekhumbuleyo ezi nomenza abe nje I dont know Masixole: enkosi Qhamani Itu: my friend she brushed my arm Itu: my friend sekhona ne nqhi uthetha ke kum I was still trying to process what I was seeing and nothing hurts like not being able to place the memory was it recent? Was it awhile ago, do people know, does masixole know, iv heard that rape victims get blamed maybe I did something to lead him on andiyazi kwenzeke ntoni masixole just kept whispering lala bhabha in my ear untill I feel asleep nyani. When I woke up I was alone in the bed ndajonga xesha it was some time past 2am uphi masixole? Me: masixole! I looked around the room ndaphakama pulled my leg to the balcony ndarhoba he wasnt there either, where is he na????? I walked out the room ndahamba down the stairs the house was dark, people were asleep Me: masixole? Cwaka heee iphi na le ndoda ndaya ezantsi akunzima ukwehla kwe steps usisqwala tshi nobody was in lounge or the kitchen really WHERE IS HE!! Bendizobuyela eroomini when I saw a light was on in one of the bottom rooms ndathi chuu ubheka khona andi diniwe tshini I knocked Masixole: ngena I pushed the door open he was sitting at his desk working Masixole: whats wrong? Why does he always think something is wrong I swear uzoguga afe before is time lo Me: vuke ungekho call me a hoe but apparently I had a connection to the man something about him makes me comfortable and calms me alot I kind of need him in a wierd unexplainable why Masixole: bendinomsebenzi paper work enintsi efunwayo officini Me: oh xolo ngokuphazamisa Masixole: zondihlalisa ndizoba only 30 minutes YEYE! anda ncuma and my inner eye glass wearing self and noba you wondering bani lo eye glass wearing self ndethetha ngaye, I have this image in my head of the more reasonable more focused more responsible more mature ME! shes wearing a navy business suit ne shirt emhlope and killer heels she has eyes glasses and shes a smart ass well this is what she had to say to my new developed attachment to masixole you little whore awumkhumbule nomkhumbula lomuntu but you smiling like a a monkey on a banana high I told her to go to sleep kusebusuku quick question am I the only one who has that kinda conversation with themselves cause if I am then I need some serious help maybe this head injury is more serious than Millas thought I sat on the chair opposite him ndambukha his so serious uyafunda and making notes saying NO hay nintsi le mali NO! UJason wenzani na kula company NO Me: you own a company Masixole: YES! geeeze it was just a question dont bite my head off Masixole: xolo bhabha caphukiswa yele ntwana ndiyi shiye in charge pha officini I didnt say another word wabuyela kumsebenzi wakhe naye Me: masixole Masixole: bhabha he looked much calmer now Me: was I raped? He nearly broke the pen...
Posted on: Thu, 08 Jan 2015 17:06:12 +0000