It feels like Ive been holding my breath for so long wondering what was going to happen next; when is the other shoe going to drop. During this time it wasnt long before the other shoe did drop; over and over again. I fought this cycle of not wanting to make any more choices and not wanting to know any more because it was just more than I could handle, thank you. I often thought which way do I go? What should I do.....until all I could do was not think and just do. It just seems like our lives were spent on a roller coaster for the last 6 years plus, without a whole lot of rest between the dips and the downward spins....and now all of a sudden it feels dam good to finally be able to put our feet on the ground, to breathe again. I know others are feeling this, for a longer time than I, worse than what we experienced, and I know how uncomprehending the world can seem at that time. Just keep going..... there is a light at the end of the tunnel. I said at the start of 2014, it was going to be a good year, and Im finally beginning to believe it. Im going to say bye-bye to ulcers (I think they finally healed) and start exercising again. Its time to make the best of things as they are, and experience life again.... in a good way, anticipating blessings instead.
Posted on: Mon, 18 Aug 2014 22:46:29 +0000
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