It is 5 yrs tomorrow that my brother died....some days it doesnt seem like it has been that long, and other days it seems like an eternity. Miss him so much, and I know that he is in a better place, and I know he is near me, I seem to be finding a lot of pennies lately! His death changed my life, my familys life, and his familys life.......my life doesnt matter, but please, God, be with his family and give them the strength to get past this and continue with their lives......please, God, let him be safe and happy now and not having to battle his demons any more. And for those who condemned his suicide, may you never have to feel the pain of loosing someone you love this way. He fought so hard for so long, and he just couldnt do it any more, the demons finally won......he was not my brother for a long time, but I still loved him, and I hope that he can forgive me for not loving him enough to prevent this. Suicide is NOT 100% preventable and those of you who believe that are full of it and dont live in the real world. I miss him, and will always love him. And I will always be there for Rolanda, Tyler, Shannon, and Jacob......It is what a decent family member does....
Posted on: Wed, 01 Oct 2014 01:24:38 +0000
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