It is hard to listen when you are talking and hard to converse when you’re being talked over; hard to hear when you’re not listening and hard to listen to what you don’t want to hear. So I am writing so you can process while you’re reading,and while you’re reading maybe you will hear the words from my heart and feel me writing away the pain in yours. I have heard you and I now understand how I could and why I do love you. I loved you the only way I knew how to because I was afraid and too unsure of what was really in store for us. So now I forfeit I throw in the towel, not on you not, not on me, but I’m throwing in the towel on my foolish pride. I am going to tell you now what I should have been telling you all along. despite the fact, that I love you,I am in love with the makings of you, Everything you are and all that you represent. I never really emphasized how much I adored your smile, how I enjoyed the warmth of your touch, or how reassuring it is when you looked at me with such consuming passion. I only meant to push you forward, wanting you to live up to the potential I see in you. I thought I was pushing you to work harder for us but was too busy pushing, to realize that I was pushing you away from me. My love I am truly sorry for making you feel less than, making you feel obsolete, and most of all for making you feel unwanted. Those were truly not my intentions. I never meant to tear you down nor tear us apart. I know that I am saying things I should have said before but I was afraid of being weak, never really noticing that I was already weak for you. We have been through way too much and have come way too far to just call it quits, and all over something so trivial. I am not saying that it isn’t something that needs to be addressed. I am merely saying it is something easily remedied. I am willing to work on us, if there still is an us. I am ready and willing but I need your consent to be able to really love you. In all sincerity I love you too much to let you go without letting you know how I feel. understand, that I do know you are a good man and I am the reason behind your suspicions meaning every time you were accusative instead of getting upset I should have given you reassurance. Don’t get me wrong I am admitting blame but only the blame I share with you. you too are at fault but never the less I am very apologetic and do hope that we can work this out and if not I still respect you and your decision but know a true love never dies and so I wait
Posted on: Sun, 15 Sep 2013 09:42:24 +0000
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