It is in the quiet moments that my mind usually lingers towards your memory. Ive been told to be careful of the time I spend alone, because my thoughts would gravitate towards dark places. To be honest, there isnt a moment during my day that what happened to you isnt in the background noise of my thoughts. It seems to occupy the greatest amount of space in my head. What if, is a question that I ask myself daily. I know youve moved on, and that youve gone to a better place. I dont believe in fairy tales, I am not religious, nor do I seek comfort in spirituality. But from my limited understand of the way the universe works, I know that there isnt a part of you that has gone to waste. Be it the impact you left on the lives of those who love you, or the energy and matter that comprised you, I know that in some way you are still a part of this universe. Just as much as any of us are. In a way, that comforts me. I miss you so much. I dread that someday soon I will have similar thoughts of another loved one, but that is the process of life, no? Until then, I guess, I will continue to share drinks in your name, and when the time comes we will join you ourselves.
Posted on: Thu, 14 Aug 2014 03:23:02 +0000
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