It is really the season of letting go at this point in my journey. If I go on rants and start rebelling on default, please IGNORE me especially at this point. In the past, I needed my feisty, defiant side to survive and bring me forth to this stage. Thats why I appreciate my professional life because I can put aside that feisty part of me, tap into my core safely, be mostly empathetic and thus therapeutic, as that is crucial to the healing of the psyche for mental health patients in the long run. But at this point in my personal life, I know I have to honor the warrior part of me, put that aside too and transit to the next stage. The messages are all around me time and again. Send me courage because letting go and embracing the vulnerability of understanding, grace and ultimately forgiveness is the work for me now. And no matter how I much I keep fighting that, I will keep being redirected back to the same path. I am my own greatest and only enemy. And I know surrender is around the corner. There is a saying, When the sleeping monk awakens, fearsome tigers and dragons can be conquered . . . The monk has already been awakened for sometime but he is also holding on too tightly to his sabre, hence the conflict . . . And any soul who can bring out the soft, yielding part of me with out taking advantage of that is welcome in my personal life ;)
Posted on: Tue, 04 Mar 2014 02:46:30 +0000
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