It`s hard to grasp the fact that another year has passed by. Another year full of missing your warm hugs, followed by some overly used expression like, things happen for a reason! So dont you worry about anything~ Another year of not getting to hear your list of corny life lessons which, by the way, I payed ALOT more attention to than youd probably think. Another year of not being able to make fun of your incapability to fully understand the newest pop songs and their wacky trends of what you called, just a load of shebang shebang. And most importantly another year that I have to spend wondering what all those years would have been like... with someone as inspiring, corky and loving as you. There has not been a single day where I havent missed you or thought of those precious times. You were my best friend, my favorite person ever and my only number one fan. Although the thought of you not being able to make new memories with me here, today and the next days to come still haunts me, I somehow manage to walk out of my dorm with a smiling face, knowing that youd want nothing more from me. Youd tell me to lock all those tears away, slip on my battle gloves and keep my head up, while facing the world without a single doubt in the back of my mind. Although Ive managed to get this far without you, there are somedays I find myself caught thinking about the weight of the world and how heavy it really is... But then Im lucky enough to remember all those amazing times we had together where youd sing me to sleep and wash away all my worries with a single serving of Haagen-Dazs ice cream. Ill never forget our super special Sunday bonding sessions, all of those times we went halve-sies and shared a worlds worth of food together, and the fact that youd lie to me about sandwiches not having a certain ingredient, just so I could try new foods and such without knowing. Thanks for purposefully changing that one songs lyrics to say, beautiful beautiful beautiful, beautiful girl, rather than, boy. Because Ill always remember how beautiful I really am. And thanks especially for remind me... The monsters gone, hes on the run and your daddys here. Thanks for being here for as long as you could have been. Im always missing you, and so are ALOT of people...Everyday and always. Hope youre happy. Where ever you are~ I love you Dad. With much love, Your number one fan~ 1/30/07 Every day in every way, Its getting better and better~
Posted on: Thu, 30 Jan 2014 08:11:19 +0000
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