It was 7 years ago today, I got one of the worst phone calls of my life. Bobby called to tell me that you had died. I said are you kidding me he said no, why would I kid you about something like this and I said because its April 1st, April Fools Day and he said I would never kid about something like that. I wished it was a joke but it wasnt because youre not here. I screamed and cried and asked God why, but I didnt hear an answer. I think about you each and every day. I thought it would get easier but it doesnt, I just learned how to hide my sorrow. Something happens in my life and I go to pickup the phone to call and realize I cant. My mind knows youre in no more pain but my heart is selfish and says I just want you here. You were the one I looked up to when I was a child. You were not only my big sister, you were one of my closest friends who I shared everything with and you never judged. I see you in your childrens faces and I know that youre with us. So, today isnt a fools day, its a day that I lost the best big sister anyone could have asked for. Today I remember our angel, wife, mother, grandmother, daughter, aunt, godmother, big sister and best friend, Elaine Susan (Mazzacano Muza Hrejsa) Kusiak.
Posted on: Tue, 01 Apr 2014 15:47:42 +0000
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