It was in May I met someone. Too soon. Too much. Too empty. Just too complicated. It is October now and I realize truly how much she loved me. I didnt then. I was so focused on my pain and healing and trying to survive another day that I neglected to see what was right there the entire time. Shes not Lori. She will never be Lori. She is a great person though and we click well. I am thinking less about my own grievance and absence of Lori and thinking more about what is here, what is now. People around me are still here and care about me and I have been tuning them out to handle the loss of my best friend. I think god put her in my life and perhaps he can do me a favor and allow me another chance. Im ready. I know I am.
Posted on: Tue, 22 Oct 2013 00:16:05 +0000
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