Its 2a.m.and in a week I got my biopsy results back. Its hard for me to go through this cause there is a chance that I could die and there is a chance I could survive . Ive done a lot of thing in my life that Im not proud of if I could turn back time I would fix all my wrongs regardless of what it was for Ive always wanted a big family and I got it and I got a girlfriend that is so amazing that Im am proud of even when I say her name I want to be here to walk my daughter down the aisle when she gets married I want to be there when Leo graduates high school Im not a selfish person I have a good heart I like to help people as much as I can I never took anyone for granted . I love my mom my dad my brothers and my sister all my nieces and nephews I love all my in-laws and there family even if so did not like me. I know I should be thinking positive but you got to see it from both side Im gonna loss everything that I love its hard to be positive but I hear about all these people that died from cancer before anything happens to me theres one thing I want to do for my kids and that is to take them to Disneyland they want to go they ask me when are we gonna go I always tell them next time when we have the money to go then we dont go and there is one more thing I want to do and that is I want to marry Elena I want her to be my wife but its hard cause of a road block if I never get the chance I want to say thank you to the people that helped me out over the years like Grandpa Paul , My Tia Lupe Paiz ,Tia Jannie And Uncle Alexs, My Tia Katey And Balinda Cousin Nellie and Becky My brothers and Sister Mom and Dad Robert and Elizabeth Big Roger if I didnt name sorry and everyone else who helped me over the years and a Big Thank You To Lisa Lopez for helping me with my son Daniel and my brother Julians home girls that helped . One more thing to all of you I just want to say I LOVE ALL OF YOU FROM THE BOTTOM OF MY HEART
Posted on: Thu, 20 Mar 2014 09:26:44 +0000
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