Its a trip how I can go from a awesome,night,weekend and mood into a deep ass depression at the drop of a hat....all I csn do to feel ok is write...so here goes nothing =( Surrounded by ppl but still mentally on my own... Would I feel better if I didnt have to trip it alone?.... My only real vent is when I sit and scribble these poems... Even though im open honest and im easy to know.... It seems the devil on my back is an attack on my soul..... Like a mine train track im too deep in the hole.... Even summer days never show me sun just snow.... My lifes cold everything that we are taught is a lie.... They keep your third eyes blind attempt to mask the sky.. Most ppl crooks in disguise and I despise this hell... But every day alive is just another notch in the belt..... I need to find my happiness or Ill loose myself.... Instead of love all I do is abuse my health..... a simple ruse itself and I have no one left to turn to.... Covering pain with all the money that I burn through... And im sorry......
Posted on: Mon, 28 Oct 2013 09:23:41 +0000
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