Its all bad y’all. This moment, this pain is far to familiar. This moment i usually consider a life lesson. I feel its less of a blessing and more of a curse. and right now i could care less about fame, money or any of that shit, rather be layer flat in the back of a hearse because, its all bad y’all… and thats my problem you see, i feel like the whole world is targeting me…and they don’t even know it. I know exactly how i feel but i don’t know how to show it. And this is exactly what i was afraid of, the last time i convinced myself that it was the last time that i would test what i was made of… but now I’m here with this pain…its just, its all bad y’all . Im sorry, most of you know me and the man that i man that i am through the stories I’ve told And how i represent the honor of being true and being bold, but at this moment I’ma boy without faith…i mean, if theres a god then he’s calling me back home…and this barrel has never felt so good next to my dome. you see its cold…id rather die then live alone. who would have thought that id ever be saying such a thing? although id rather die right now, and still hope my phone rings. just so i can hear your voice to remind me of the things, the things that i have, the things that i worked for and the things I’ve been given. I know theres a god, sometimes i just feel like he’s hidden. theres nothing left, and i hope that you remember me for the life that i lived. and the laughs, joy and goodness i spread because this…this moment… this is the moment when it all falls through. and i ask god for his forgiveness for the things that I’m about to do. …i love you mom …i love you dad… I’m sorry...
Posted on: Tue, 21 Jan 2014 06:58:55 +0000
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