Its another day without Mom & its really cold outside. My Nephew Dusty called me last night, he was checking up on me & Pop. Seeing how we were doing. It made me feel really good, because I know he really works long hours & he doesn t see his ( Wife)Peggy alot either. And I appreciated it too. Specially when a Loved one calls & check up on us. It makes me fill Loved & not so forgotten. I know Life has to go on & People are busy, especially here around the Holidays. I text Mable sometines or call her to see how she is doing, she is on my mind alot. We went through an ordeal here together the day Mom passed. I know it was real hard for me ( to tell the truth it shook me to the very core of my soul ) & I think it was hard for Mable too. Last night I was having a hard time sleeping. Thinking about Mom & all. I went through a lot of emotions last night. I had some anger, resentment, worry & major frustrations going through my head. Let just say 9 am came alwful eary this morning. Went to an Orenation today, it did not sound too promising though. All I am asking is a part time job here to go along with ( Volunteering) helping my Pop with the shop. It is just so hard to find a Job here. I know with time things will get better, its just getting through them that is the hard part. I know that God is with me, because he says so. But sometimes I wonder if he wonders off sometimes. I guess that is where the human part of me kicks in. Oh well, time will tell. Right now I just need Jesus to hear my Prayers & do something about it for me.
Posted on: Thu, 14 Nov 2013 02:31:39 +0000
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