Its been awhile since I last heard your voice. I forget what it sounds like. I wish I didnt. Though im awkward on the phone.But that cold night. I thought you understood. Whenever you hurt me, youre just like everybody else. You dont know, you dont know, you dont know the half of my life. Ive barely even divulged 25%.Im not asking or begging for pity but its true that people get desperate when theyve been placing hopes on others all their lives and never reaping any real rewards. So there, I said it. Everybody looks for the person or persons who might bring them out of darkness. Its like youre free falling and you reach out to cling firmly to the person or persons closest to you with the hope that as long as you hold on to them then for sure there is the chance that youll survive. On the other hand its a scary thing knowing you hope too much in someone else. If you feel like they could drift away anything will make you jealous, make you wanna lash out at your saviors bc deep down you cant forget what is was like to be betrayed by others and if theres the possibility it could happen again. You panic.
Posted on: Fri, 29 Nov 2013 16:37:00 +0000
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