Its crazy how life works...u choose ur path an u walk down that path for awhile until u open urs eyes an relize that ur life is just passing by without u having any notice,you see that ur friends that are ur friends, there really not, there just there for wht u got an can get....you go through with pain an hurt wondering when itll stop...u wake up thinking everything will be ok..its not..its still there!! just avoiding ur problems dont solve them....u know i chose what path i took in my day an they where always involed in the wrong......i tried to fight it but i couldnt...ive made mistakes but ive tried over an over to fix em an i couldnt.....my enemys where guilt an shame, with all kinds of thoughts an feelings in my head. always thought life would be better if i where dead, kept playing it over an over in my head...Am i heading to heaven or hell?..The way I once was living it was so hard to tell...Until I opened my eyes to see what was all around me and my blessings that i once looked over...I cryed my eyes out,got down on my knees an i asked god to be with me i asked him please! and to hold my hand as i try to do my best to turn around an get of that dead end road...an he did..he has held my hand an i have changed...Thanks to having faith an believing in my heart that i could...u know u really never relize what u have in life until its gone...then its to late....so just stop for a minute an look around...what do u see?.. we have eyes all around us that judge us day by day....I thank god everyday for giving me the strenth to move forward...I thank him for my family an friends that have an are really here for me, an I think god for blessing me with my baby boy..hes the most amazing thing to me...as well as sending me someone who truely loves me for me, not to use or abuse me, but to be by my side for me and my son..someone thats really cares for the both of us...Thank u go
Posted on: Thu, 25 Jul 2013 18:04:49 +0000
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