Its official. I have decided to make a change.....a rather difficult change. I think it is time to make that next step in my life. I have a steady career plan and perhaps where I may retire, my finances are in order, and now last but not least; It is time to settle down, and start dating again. However, I have been afraid and had some things I needed to take care of internally as well as get my own house in order; most importantly I have learned to let go of the obstacles that were in my way.. I want to find a person who will love me, not be intimated that I am successful and make good money, and is extremely used to being independent (didnt say it was going to be easy). It is something that I have been contemplating for awhile and have been reluctant to pursue this feeling. The society we live in absolutely sucks and I blame social media, todays status quo and how it seems to be a game to just about everyone. I lose respect for men (and women) almost daily, but I do know there is a guy out there for me. If not, then I am okay with being alone. Society today has been my deterrent and my withdraw from attempting, or putting forth the the energy to really connect with someone. No risk, no reward. Right? The thing I lack most is the ability to trust. Now, with that said, I will not be a booty call, a distraction, an option, or if you have a girlfriend or intentions to just hook-up....never going to happen. Know this, I will be a blessing to whoever and will treat any man I meet and connect with, with the utmost respect he deserves as well as take care of him, if he is deserving that is. When I love, I love deeply, when I care, I care deeply. Most importantly, you will have to love my child (eventually) she is a part of me, and if that bothers you then sorry, that just wont do. Heres to new beginnings!! .
Posted on: Fri, 29 Aug 2014 02:36:53 +0000
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