Its totally ok to hate your childs diagnosis. You still love your child even though you despise the condition. I have to remind myself of this. Because lately my feelings about my journey with Bonnie have had incredible highs and lows. And I feel guilty about being sad. Im watching other special needs parents go through extreme highs and lows and my stomach is flip flopping knowing the joys and heart ache they are experiencing all too well. I thought I had grieved enough with Bonnie but I know now that Ill share a connection with these parents forever and my emotions will forever be tied to theirs. When they hurt, I hurt. Its the club no one wishes to be in. But here we are together. Today Im just plain angry at the injustice. Too many good parents getting the shit end of the stick. I like to think its because those kids need good parents more than typical kids... Still, it SUCKS. #prettybirds #warriorprincesses
Posted on: Fri, 09 Jan 2015 21:14:36 +0000
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