It’s something beyond norms... Part: 40 (g) Surya- “So you want me to act like I am nervous.” I said to Ram who was giving me tips for my first night. “Don’t behave like a playboy. Behave normally. Be a little shy.” He said. “Hihihihihihi. Now happy.” I said while faking some shyness. “Ya very happy, now you can go.” He said and left me alone in the corridor. The first floor was till then empty. Many relatives were from nearby so they left for there homes, many had reservations so they left to fetch the transports. Now only some close ones were there and they quite easily got fit on the ground floor. I was not nervous but I was feeling something which was unexplainable. I could just say that I was feeling very happy. I knocked the door and stood there for sometime, waiting for the door to get opened. “Its your room Surya, you don’t need to knock.” A voice came from inside. I banged my head on the wall for my stupidity and went ahead to open the door. Candles were filled in the whole room; the aroma reflected by the burning of their wax was creating a light and positive aura. I was looking at the dim lights, being near her wasn’t this much formal earlier. The flowers were not hanging like it’s shown in the movies; they were decorated on the floor, narrating the structures of some ethnic designs. I was trying to recognize them when suddenly she spoke. “So the flowers are more interesting than your bride sitting here.” She said while holding her dupatta. “Oh, I am sorry, this seems very pretty.” I said and showed her the design. “Ya I know, it’s very soothing.” She said and leaned forward to see the floor. “But you are more important than this.” I said and held her arms to lean her back on the bed. “Easy. I am not going to run.” She teased. “I will not give you a reason to do that Mrs. Baani.” I said and kissed her hands softly. “Achaw” She said in a childlike tone. “Yessssss.” “Can I see your hands? Last night I couldn’t find my name in that.” I said while sitting near her pillow. She placed her hands on my legs for a complete view of the work done on them. “Where is my name?” I asked after searching for some minutes. “Dhundo, dhundo.” She winked at me. “Hey what is this?” I asked in surprise. “I wrote it. These are you and me together forever.” She said and hugged me tightly. All over her hand there were the initials of our names “SB”. I could see it everywhere, filled carefully between the design. Doing different was her sole work, I was speechless to see this; nobody can ever think that she could do something like this. So much of love was peeping out from those initials, if there was some other ordinary girl then she would think for a while before messing up with this thing, she could have ruin its beauty but she still considered us at first place. She made me fall for her once again that night.... Baani- I released him and saw his teary eyes, he took my hands in his and kissed them one after the other, and it felt that the things are now fixed at places where they suit the most. I wiped his lashes with my lips and assured him with my eyes that things like this are just a small effort in this long journey, we vowed to spend together. I was feeling so nice that just one small act could make him move so much. There is always a special feeling inside after you do something for the happiness of someone you love form the core of your heart. He took me in his arms and lied down, giving rest to my head on his chest, I was hearing his heartbeats; they were not racing like mine. He was calm and composite, unlike me, I was excited and nervous. I closed my eyes when he left my head to rest on the pillow, he was looking at me, I knew that but I was not in mood of waking from my dream world. He started kissing my hands after removing the bangles I was wearing. With every touch, his every breath which my hand sensed seemed magical and sensuous. He reached to remove the outfit and after some seconds of trials we both got rid of the things coming in between. “Is it a dream?” I asked Surya slowly when he was kissing my earlobe. “Yes, it is, and it will continue for the whole lifetime.” He said and looked in my eyes. “Our struggle is over Surya.” I said and a trickle tripped down my eyes, disturbing my liner. “Yes dear, it’s now over. You are mine and only mine.” He said and kissed my forehead. “I won’t let anyone take you away from me.” He kept on saying while kissing my cheeks. “I won’t let you leave me for the sake of someone else this time.” He said and kissed my chin. “I won’t let you think for anyone’s happiness prior to ours. I love you Baani.” He said and rubbed his nose against mine. I was feeling complete after hearing him silently, there was passion in what he was saying, there was pain in what he was confessing, pain of the departure we faced, pain of seeing each other with other people, ruling our bodies while the souls were still stuck badly in the past. The days were not days, the nights were not nights, the arms other than his felt like a rope used to bind our love in the norms of society. He was looking at me quietly and gently, he was not in rush to spend the aroma with quick gestures of love; he was waiting for things to be felt slowly and steadily. “Do you remember the first time we made love?” He whispered in my ear. “Yes of course.” I said with confidence. How could I forget that day? “There was a lot of passion and want. Do you agree?” He whispered a bit more slowly. “Yes I agree.” “Well let’s experience love this time.” He said and looked in my eyes. I gave him a blank look. The night was spent in his arms, exploring the beauty of his heat and wants. He rolled over me gently to know the whereabouts of the tissues generating the organs of my body. He touched the bosom and left the touch for a longer time than usual. He was taking my hands time after time to see and kiss them thereafter. I surrendered myself in his arms, waiting for him to imply things which were running in his mind. He kept on feeling things but didn’t forced the unison, for him he casted his love on the basis of being together that night. From his touch he wanted to apply a new love scheme, scheme of loving without imposing, it was surely something beyond norms..... ***THE END*** JP
Posted on: Sun, 31 Aug 2014 16:30:58 +0000
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