Ive been reluctant to post anything about this on fb, but then I realize that maybe by me going through this, I can be inspired by others who have gone through it before me and pay that forward to those who will go through it in the future. And I also realize that this is the best place again to rally my Prayer Warriors. I have lived with abdominal pain for a while. Ive been through a lot of different tests to find out the problem and was finally diagnosed about 2 weeks ago. I have Abdominal Wall Endometriosis. The tissue surrounding my abdominal organs are laced with scar tissue and lets just say no one is getting along in there! So, May 14, I will undergo a full hysterectomy as well as abdominal wall reconstruction surgery. This is not what I was expecting so its taken me a little while to fully understand it and to get past the anger I had toward God. Yes, its ok to be angry at God. A personal relationship with God means you give Him every emotion and thought that comes up. So, for a while, he received anger. But, His plans are not my plans! I must remember that...its a hard one because I have those pesky human selfish genes that make me want MY way. My pastor has preached this message many time (with Albert Hill) and a friend of mine posted this because God knew I needed it, so thanks, Chuck Leedy for this reminder. When things seem to not be working out in your favor..God has a plan.. Romans 8:28 (AKJV) 28 And we know that all things work together for good to them that love God, to them who are the called according to his purpose saiah 55:8-9 (AKJV) 8 For my thoughts are not your thoughts, neither are your ways my ways, saith the Lord. 9 For as the heavens are higher than the earth,so are my ways higher than your ways,and my thoughts than your thoughts. Now, Ill give my nerves away to Him and allow peace to help my family through the healing. Once Ive over this, no more girl stuff for me! Lets be honest, my girl parts have never liked me and Ive never liked them! But, I did get a perfect, amazingly smart kid out of the deal...so Ill take it.
Posted on: Wed, 16 Apr 2014 13:47:54 +0000
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