Ive been thinking about something recently. And no this isnt a bullshit status that I usually post this is a serious one. Ive been thinking recently about life. My life actually. And I have discovered that my biggest fear is my life being wasted. I mean Im still scared of heights and spiders and ghosts and shit but life wastage is the biggest I think. Now Ive thought about what to do to not feel like my life is wasting and I dont know what to do. For the last 2 or 3 years I havent actually done worth mentioning. I havent accomplished anything that Im proud of or happy about. My life has become a routine with my slogan being Nothing. Same shit different day. Because it is what I tell people who ask me what I did today. The only real difference or change in my routine is when I have a wrestling show which is only once a month. Ive thought about different things people do to make their life interesting like travel (I hate travelling. I have no interest in the outside world at all) starting a family (havent found a female that I have that kind of relationship with at all, but maybe one day Ill find her) make goals for myself career or accomplishment wise (I dont think for the future. Never really have. I cant recall if Ive ever had a goal. Last goals I had was to get my black belt which I did and to start wrestling which I did and they were 3 and 4 years ago, so I havent had a goal since.) So the main point of this whole thing is how does the man who fears his life wasting overcome his fear when he has no real interest in life at all?
Posted on: Tue, 28 Jan 2014 17:14:26 +0000
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