Ive gone years and years but they have yet to show Ive made it through all this without letting go I looked at your face then at your hand clung to that bottle I just couldnt stand I gave you one last chance to start a new save your own life but that wouldnt do So I pushed you away and you stayed away It only got worse and I just couldnt say that I miss the person you used to be I miss the summers our family and after all these years the tears have yet to show but here they are Im letting go Though I cant believe It took your death for me to finally see you at your best Now I need to know how far you fell will we meet in Heaven or do we all go to Hell Do we all go to Hell I tried to move on I tried to start a new But I couldnt find happiness with or without you I can only hope that you will finally see What youve done to us, you owe apologies There were so many times youd stumble through the door Late nights stench on your breath I couldnt take anymore Decisions that you made drowned me along with you The threats I made to leave you didnt see as true As it got worse and worse you grew further away I couldnt face the fact, things wouldnt be okay And after all of this I couldnt shed a tear Lacking all emotion too blind to see my fears You should have changed your ways before it was too late I should have had more faith kept a closer watch tried to keep you safe After I made you leave you came back for help I kept my doors closed I just shut you out You need to know Ill take some blame I couldnt pull the weight you would have done the same It wasnt meant to be love wasnt for us I hope we meet again thats one thing we can trust These tears on my cheeks were shed in memories of us
Posted on: Thu, 05 Dec 2013 02:25:19 +0000
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