Ive had a rollercoaster of a life. Ive also used to make fun of people,including my own brother,until the trays turned on me when ma found out how bad my grades were and how bad my conduct was.So she registered me in Ida B.Wells academy in the 7th grade and immediately, it was like I had switch places with my brother(who used to get picked on a lot). Then,at that very moment, I was not only being picked on by him,but By other people who I went to the academy school with,but that wasnt the worst of it.While I was attending that academy,all the staff wasnt worry about academic,or teaching us the proper way to learn,they were more concerned about discipline. This is when I lost myself and started doing weird things like fighting other people for petty reasons,but after I graduated from the academy and was promoted to the 8th grade, I Knew something was wrong with me but I couldnt figure it out at the time. So I went to Tresevant High school and I saw my old friends from elementary school,but I was so nervous that I felt uncomfortable,shy and confused on how to act around them. This is what made it worse. So I stayed away from them,but it gets worse. I failed and had to go to summer school at East High School and while I was there, I was doing ok,until I said some things about three of the girls who I was sitting with that werent true. At that moment, I felt embarrassed and at that moment,I felt like I was a stranger to myself.So I ended up passing summer school and went to the 9th grade. So just as I was adjusting to being around people and making friends, I had to tranfer to another school. That school so happend to be the beginning of the end of my normal behavior.So I transfered to Hamilton High school and when I first started to make friends with some of the other students, I made a bone headed mistake and lied on them to other people. This is when my life went down hill and I felt I had messed up completely.So,from the time I was promoted to the 10th grade to the time I graduated,my mistake from the 9th grade haunted me and I was so rattled from the mistake I had made that I started making more mistakes, until I managed to ruin my friendship with everybody and by the time I graduated,I had no freinds at all,but to make a long story short, these mistakes didnt just stop when I graduated.I continued to make more mistakes. From having to retire from nike, because I was so worried about people talking about me,to losing my mind and ending up in a mental instituton,thats when I realized that I had hit rock bottom and realized not only that I wasnt the same anymore,but also realizing that people looked at me differently and in a negative way,but now eventhough Im not where I should be in life, Im a much better person than I was back then from a personal stand point. This is why Im not the same person anymore.
Posted on: Thu, 15 Jan 2015 23:59:06 +0000
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