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Ive lived as a 15 yr old with a mom addicted to xanax..crippled in fear and anxiety attacks.....she entered herself in Ridgefield clinic ...medical docs, we all met with psychologists..psychiatrists.. They had a lot of good worldly advice that helped very little in the big scheme of things.. Weeks n weeks passed.. One day in her hospital room, she couldnt take another moment of torture mentally, she cried out not caring who heard or what they thought...she asked The Lord I cant take anymore !! I need the healing only You have for me!! I want release from this Hell!! I want to be Free OH God !! I love you ..I repent for depending on doctors..family..friends everyone but the one who can !! Oh Father God I Need you!! And I need your touch RIGHT NOW Jesus !!!! She let go ..of the fear that the bible teaches us is never from the Lord....fear is the greatest tool the DEVIL has ..he can cripple you to the ground with it ! If you let him. Jesus says greater is HE ( God in the spirit living inside your heart if you invite Him) than He ( the DEVIL) that is in the world! We already have the power of the holy spirit which causes the DEVIL to tremble at His name... Alive inside , and we either dont use it, or we cant believe it ..and that is the door that shuts the power off. Think of how mighty the Hoover dam is..if we let it flow , the river is life changing.. But if we raise the dam...it blocks the mighty river. It doesnt for e its way thru unwanted God is mighty, theres none mightier....but He gives us the choice of how mighty He is in our lives or if we raise the dam and block him off...He is SO mighty yet the only way to Heaven is thru the simplicity of believing on His one and only Son Jesus Christ..that he was born of a virgin , died a sinless man, but took our place on the cross ( wages of sin) And resurrected from the dead and is alive sitting at the right hand of the Father. If anyone who can believe that,, that free gift..His perfection traded for our faults . then and only then we can live this life victorious. And eternally with Him in heaven.. I also have personally suffered depression And panic attacks ...and overcame ..I AM not perfect.. I serve a perfect God...I am an overcomer made possible thru Christ.. My spirit of fear , those crippling chains that held on so long, are gone.. The battle has been won
Posted on: Tue, 12 Aug 2014 04:52:31 +0000

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