Ive never lost anyone before who owned a piece of my heart, until yesterday. My emotions are unpredictable, my grieving comes in waves. I dont know how to handle this right now, I need your strength to help me through. I want to be angry, furious, vengeful for the loss of a good hearted man. But I cannot. You asked God to take you now because you were suffering, and he answered your prayer. I wish you were here though, I wish we could rewind time before you ever became sick. I wish I could have taken your place. I wish I got to say Goodbye. But I know youre up there right now smiling down on me, telling me that youre okay & that I will be too. I know youre up there playing golf somewhere with your friends. I know youre rejoicing in your parents arms. I know youre safe now, theres no more pain and I am so beyond relieved for you. Is it selfish for me to cry? To feel like a part of me left today with you? Ive never loved someone like I love you, Poppy. You meant the world to me. I looked up to you for everything. Theres so much more I could say but I know you can hear my thoughts. And I know youre with me right now as I sit cuddled in your favorite blanket. Youre the best person Ive ever known & loved. Anyone who knew you can see why. I love you so much forever & always. Ill see you again someday and we will continue where we left off in a competitive game of golf. You were an amazing Grandfather & an incredible, selfless, loving, human being. Your humor lit up every room you walked into. Rest in peace to the only man who never left my side. Youll never leave my heart ❤️
Posted on: Thu, 11 Dec 2014 17:56:05 +0000
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