Ive tried to write this twice already and not liked how it was going - so im just going to write it stream-of-conscious and share it however it turns out. In 2005 i had squamous cell cancer on my left tonsil. At the time i didnt know about the effects of cannabis oil on cancer - especially used topically on skin cancers. So back then i had chemo/radiotherapy which appeared to have been successful. Unfortunately radiotherapy on your throat kills your salivary glands, taste buds and also kills the swalliowing muscles. This can be permanent or - as in my case - limited use can be regained. I had a PEG (feeding) tube direct into my stomach for a year and eight months. Ive battled to be able to eat again - although food has to be moist for me and it has been a hell of a struggle to get to where i am now. Im still alive after being given a 40% chance of surviving a year though so all good in the end. Recently it became obvious that a patch of weird skin that ive been slapping homemade moisturising cream on for 5years could be something more sinister - ie the cancer back. A good friend told me that there was definitely a tiny black dot in the middle of it. I visited my GP who asked me to stop putting anything on it for a month to see what happened. She also referred me to a Dermatologist (appointment on 23rd July). Within a very short time it became obvious that it was growing quite noticeably without the moisturising cream on it - especially the black bit in the middle - that was becoming more and more noticeable. Thanks to wonderful Facebook friends i got sent some Cannabis oil. For about 36hours i tried to stick to my promise to my doctor to leave it alone so she could see the change in it. But last night i could bear it no more...after consulting with family and loved ones (you know who you are), late last night i put some oil on it, put a plaster on it and went to bed. Boy did it burn! But it felt like a good burning feeling. This morning i could still feel burning - and when i took the plaster off there is no visible sign of the black bit at all...not on the surface at least. I am, of course, continuing to put the oil on it. I can feel it burning quite deep in my face. Its possible that this has grown up inside my face, spreading from my left tonsil. (All the lymph nodes in the left side of my neck were removed in 2005 so it couldnt spread through them.) I will still go to see my Doctor and the Dermatologist because i want to ask some questions and share my journey with the Cannabis Oil with them. Im telling you all this now because its so important that this information is shared. Its also important that i continue balancing the ph of my body (which i do using cider vinegar - and my diet has already changed since i started doing this - i no longer like coffee (a thing i was addicted to) or sugar (and i had a very sweet tooth at one time). I will share my journey with this - in the hope that it helps other people. I am feeling well and strong - please dont anyone start worrying (worrying is like praying for what you donjt want!) or feeling sorry for me. I am a spritual warrior woman after all...i also had a damned good cry yesterday when some one upset me - a damned good cry that i needed actually. Do please keep picturing me healthy, well and dancing my socks off. And healing energies will always be welcome! Much love
Posted on: Thu, 10 Jul 2014 12:41:23 +0000
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