James Morgan Im big enough to say i was wrong to. I forgot us to. Consumed by this illness, this disease. We both let fear in. Maybe we lost eachother I dont know but never again. I forgot to say to you that I needed you, that I needed you to hold me. I forgot that you and me are one. Somewhere we got lost. But now you know that night bo you did not break my spine it was not your fault. It broke from a disease not you. Thats when you became scared to touch me, to move me. We forgot to lean on eachother. You thinking I couldnt handle things, not wanting me to worry that I had to much already . Me thinking i didnt want you yo know how dick i am, wat i was going through me and kate not wanting you to worry.Im so sorry that you were thinking it was your fault. Theres no blame, except that we both forgot us. I wont ever again. Nothing ever will compare to how you have always loved me , and my love for you. Theres good in all this its showed me how much I have left to live. Its all new, everything! I mean a new home, a new life, new beginning, me and you. Kate . And patrick, Koree were always here a family. Where ever we might end up Im up for bo I will be right beside you. Im ready go where ever we need to, stay here, go. Start in a new home, or wherever.God WILL show us and then we will be where ever were supposed to be. Whatever God allows Im here with you. I still trust you with my life. Its alot bo me and you know like you said I never have backed down from one dam thing Im not starting now. So me and you. Our decision with Katie Morgan and Patrick Morgan Koree Morgan. I know that God has this, and will not give up. Its not easy by no means but then life would be to boring. Nothing ever could compare to you James morgan. To think I would walk away from you. For a mistake, I almost did, Im sorry. But now I realize why my momma talked to me so much, allowed me to talk to her...like she said michelle your life hasnt been lived yet so dont ever judge others cause tell yours is over you have no idea what could happend. My lifes not done, I pray I never would hurt you or noone like this but until a life has been lived none of us knows. We hope that we dont hurt noone. If we do I hope that it can be forgiven , to learn, and move on. Time does help heal. I love you I am glad that you are here, that we do love eachother enough to fight for the two of us. That blind date, we both had. Sure has been alot of fun I cant wait to see what is in our future. We have one child married begining their life, the others a hell cat, that has a huge wall built. I want yo see the person the man thats taking that lady of ours on. Miss katie morgan. Hes going to break that wall baby girl, your life is going to be so blessed just wait... hes here hell get to you baby girl. When he does he better be ready cause hes going to be on a hell of a ride. Theres no doubt in that... nothing compares to you kate. Patrick morgan koree, thank you guys for helping me last night and the other nights to. Im just a total mess but Im getting back to me slowly. I know that were o.k. now patrick. That daddy never stopped we just both got lost. But we knew how to find us again. I knew my strength is through God and you three. Thank you guys. Im just a little sentimental. Thats o.k. to. Ive been to quiet to long, until this hapoend then I found out that I didnt have to ever be in the background, to not remember my own worth. Now I wont forget. Thank you always. Love you slways, mom, michelle patrick morgan
Posted on: Sat, 10 Jan 2015 04:51:34 +0000