Just being blunt about my life to be honest, Im 19 and im still not in college, High off life not finger nail polish, Acknowledge my thoughts through peotry, Astonished with the fact Idemolished, And abolished I, Frolic through my thoughts, Reminiscing on my logic, Loved to hard so she told me to stop it, Same girl laying in her bedroom topliss, So I, Promised my self that i would never cry, Rest in piece to my heart because all my love died, Look me in my eyes, Wanting all that love back, But thats all in the mind, And thats just a story that I shall, Tell to the people of my audience, Likewise to say, Im sadder then most, I took the knife out the cabnit and put it to my throat, This is not a sick joke, The feelings I evoke, Got a hold of myself, And i just let it go, Didnt eat for a week, Didnt speak for a week, Depressed as you can see, In my soul you shall peek, In my dark memory, Emotions at random, Looks can be decieving, And satan was handsome, So i started leaving, And she started pleading, Begging for me back, Held me hostage for ransom, Face in my pillow as my voice yells out, Depression taking over, Yells turns into shouts, Smiles turns into frowns, Life turns to death, My lifetime, my lifespan, my lifestory, I dont do this for fame, I dont do this for glory, The fear in my eyes as death stood right before me, Waiting for my time and theres ten guys before me, I wish i knew this or forshadowed or foreseed, Yea its tragic, Im not going crazy, So dont panic, See its just a habit, And i got to have it, Feening for the pleasure like im a crack addict, Living in a attic, With poems that he edit, Im telling this story, But i wont get credit, See i could have died from that knife out the cabnit, But instead i drowned in my thoughts, I was buried alive in my mind -RiseUnder By Jay The Poet
Posted on: Thu, 24 Oct 2013 04:46:44 +0000
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