Just feeling like i should maybe try and encourage anyone who needs it. The story of My life was hard to accept when I became pregnant my senior year, well at that moment I was scared and thought my life would end. Yes I was a little dramatic, but I was young and felt alone. It was really hard with everyone staring at me in the hall ways and people acting like they care but some was only for attention and all the sudden stopped when I actually needed someone. I may not have got to attend school activities, to be a cheerleader bc I didnt fit in enough and then I got pregnant, continue to play softball like I wanted to, and go to college when I got out of high school like everyone else, but little did I know it was just Gods plans, and now thinking about it I couldnt be happier. I always had to deal with people teasing me about being young and that i ruined my life, when the real problem was only the negative people around me trying to ruin my life everyday getting me to try to be something i knew in my heart I wasnt. It only made me stronger. I think back and wonder if my life would be any different if I didnt have carmin and to be honest just thinking about that upsets me, a lot. I just think of it as I grew up faster and started my life a little early. I was doing the same as everyone going out partying doing things I shouldnt have done and that moment I wondered why I was the one to have a baby, but now I know that carmin saved me from all those things that werent important. Even before I was pregnant I felt alone a God knew no matter how many friends I did or didnt have as long as carmin was brought in my life, Id never be alone. And thats something I was always afraid of, is being alone. I got to a point where I was alone or felt that way and then I had carmin. The absolute best day of my life! I had to grow up fast and had to give up a lot of things but turns out it wasnt a punishment...it was, and still is, a rare gift of being a mommy and I wouldnt take that back for the world. I love seeing people get to go to college because I respect those who tried hard to get to that point people deserve to have that life and I deserve to have a baby as soon as I did, especially everything Ive been through, carmin isnt a mistake, it was a plan and a well thought out plan and everyones plan is different. Just have to accept it that maybe all Im meant to be is the best mom I can be. I was upset at first but, I just realize when I look at other people going to college, I always said good for them and I said to myself that even if I wasnt to have a baby, I still wouldnt be in college right now, it just wasnt for me. This status is to encourage any and everyone no matter how your plan is going in your life thats just what is, and what its meant to be. Dont think your life is any less or more either way its going. Just be proud of yourself. If youre in college that is amazing if youre a teen mom that is amazing. Either way both lives are important. I encourage people that no matter what your life Is wether youre a mom or going off to college, be supportive to both lifestyles chances are you each have something that the other wants, but just remember its in Gods plan. Even if you are a young mom you can still go to college, your life is not ending even though its stressful to have a baby and you convince yourself you cant go to college, it has and can be done. College students have a stressful life too and idk all the details but i know it isnt something easy just like being a mom isnt always easy. If you put your heart into something it can happen. God deserves everyones praise for every or any lifestyle bc it could ALWAYS be worse. So be thankful.
Posted on: Fri, 29 Aug 2014 13:45:47 +0000
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