Just woke up from a very needed nights sleep. The only thing is, it feels like I havent slept for months, nor do I want to sleep, or maybe not wake up from sleeping. Does that make any sense ? I need my little angels to hug and cuddle. I want to see my littlest angel here, not her picture in an obituary. God, this is so very unfair !! My grandkids are always full of smiles and giggles, and now their world, as well as mine and my daughters, has been turned completely upside down !!!! Will any of us ever heal ???? I know that everyone thinks they are doing whats best for the children, but how do outsiders know whats best for a child they dont even know ??? Just because wicked, hurtful, people have to run their mouths, and tell vicious lies. My daughter isnt completely innocent in this, but all she has done is made a couple stupid choices, and always reaches out to help friends in need. We are all human !!! We all make mistakes !!!!! These precious babies have suffered a loss that no one should ever have to suffer, and at such a young age !!!! Then, their lives get torn apart even worse. Thank God for my beautiful neices !!! Devon and Missy , I love you both so very much !!! With all youve both been through, you didnt need all this added grief. I cant even comfort my daughter, or take away her pain !! You would think that when a heart is so shattered, that it couldnt possibly feel anymore pain, so why cant mine stop hurting do bad. I had never expected that I would lose such a precious little loved one, and then have to pay for a funeral on top of that !!! Please give me enough strength on Sunday, to be able to hold it togethet for my daughter and my grandbabies !!! I have NEVER felt so completely alone and helpless at the same time !!!! Please help me lord !!!
Posted on: Sat, 15 Mar 2014 12:37:53 +0000
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