Karmin Addison Balderas I never truly understood the idea of emotional pain. Emotional pain that hurt so bad it would send the strongest women or even man into tears. Being pregnant was not what I expected I thought it would be fun and joyful. Full of love and that I would have random people to put their hands on my stomach to congratulate me. All that happened for about the first six months. I had a man that loved me and I had my baby that Jose and I had worked so hard to create. She was so perfect in my head I already knew what we were going to do for her how she was coming home. But my dream ended when I ended up in the hospital and found out I had miscarried my baby girl. I was so upset that I could barley stand the sight of myself. How could a mother just lose her baby like that. I was so tired of no one understanding what I was going threw. My friends said they understood they didnt understand the pain the depression I was going threw. I HATED myself literally hated the thought of me being a mother. I think about her all the time. I think about how perfect my little girl would have been if I would have taken better care of myself. R.I.P KARMIN
Posted on: Mon, 27 Jan 2014 06:40:48 +0000
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