Kind words for this mama please FQ:Hi. Im 28wks preggo with baby #2. Ive spent a majority of my pregnancy stressed over money & timing. I cry constantly over everything. I dont feel pretty & feel very isolated from everything/everyone. I know money is very tight & will be for the next few yrs. Still its very hard when I waited for so long to have another baby & its just not at all what I envisioned. We dont have the funds to spend on anything like maternity pictures, maternity massage, or even basics things that I use to get done like my hair (not cool when you are going grey). The biggest heartache for me is everyone keeps asking when Im having a baby shower. I always lie & say I dont want one but the truth is I cant have one, not that I dont want one. I would love nothing more in the world then to celebrate being preggo again with a few close friends (its not about presents either as I wanted a present free shower). It breaks my heart every time I lie & I always have a complete break down in my room over it when I have a moment to myself (to the point of giving myself a migraine). I have no family to throw me one, my bestie is a single mom with her own financial burdens & I dont have the funds or space to throw one either. How can I let go of these feelings of sadness over money & timing. Im tired of crying. Its getting to the point of I think I need medication for being so sad. To make matters worse my hubs best friends wife is preggo with her 2nd & due right before me. She will be having a shower & will be inviting me. I dont want to go & I feel terrible for not wanting to celebrate with her. I dont want to have a break down in front of people since Im so sensitive & jealous (hard words to admit but its true). Please if you have no advice for me to cope & let go, then please pray for me. posted by ~3
Posted on: Sun, 20 Jul 2014 06:15:00 +0000
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