LAST NIGHT WHILE AT THE DOWNTOWN CELEBRATION MY SISTER Deanby AND I WATCHED MY OLDEST NIECE Adreanne AND HER LITTLE BEAUTIFUL FAMILY TAKE PICTURES WITH FRIENDS. ADREANNE AND SEAN HAD NO IDEA THAT WE WERE WATCHING THEM. AS WE WATCHED I WENT OFF INTO MY OWN LITTLE WORLD AS I DO SO OFTEN LOL. IN A MATTER OF SECONDS MY LITTLE NIECE WENT FROM A LITTLE CAREFREE GIRL TO A LOVING DEVOTED WIFE AND MOTHER. I HAD SO MANY MEMORIES SWIRLING AROUND IN MY MIND THAT IT WAS ALMOST TOO MUCH TO BEAR. GOD HOW MUCH I LOVE THAT LITTLE GIRL ONLY YOU KNOW. FOR YEARS AND YEARS SHE WAS MY WHOLE ENTIRE WORLD AND SHE WAS ALL I EVER THOUGHT ABOUT. NOW SHES 21 SHE WILL BE 22 NEXT WEEK AND SHES NOT MY LITTLE BABY ANYMORE AND IT TRULY BREAKS MY HEART. SO MANY PEOPLE I KNOW ALWAYS SAY I CANT WAIT FOR MY KIDS TO GROW UP AND MOVE OUT. HONESTLY THOSE WORDS MAKE ME WANT TO PUNCH THEM IN THE THROAT. WHY WOULD YOU WANT THAT? DONT THEY KNOW ONCE THE CHILD LEAVES THE NEST THATS IT. THEY MOVE ON HAVE THEIR OWN FAMILIES AND HAVE TO FIND A PLACE IN THEIR NEW LIVES FOR YOU. ITS SAD IN MY BOOK AND HURTS TO MY CORE TO THINK ABOUT MY OWN BABIES LEAVING. IF I HAD MY WAY YES THEY WOULD GROW UP GET MARRIED AND HAVE KIDS BUT ALL OF THEIR SPOUSES AND KIDS WOULD LIVE WITH ME. I KNOW I KNOW YALL ARE SAYING KIMBERLY THATS NOT HOW LIFE WORKS AND YOU ARE CRAZY FOR THINKING THAT WAY, BUT YOU KNOW WHAT I TRULY DONT CARE WHAT ANYONE THINKS ANYMORE. IN MY PERFECT WORLD MY KIDS WILL ALWAYS NEED ME AND WANT ME IN THEIR LIVES AND NO MATTER WHAT THEY WOULD ALWAYS FIND A PLACE FOR ME TO FIT IN. AS I HELD ADREANNE AND SEANS SON BRYCE MAN AND ROCKED HIM TO SLEEP I FOUGHT BACK MY TEARS BECAUSE ALL OF THOMASVILLE WAS WATCHING AND I DIDNT WANT TO LOOK CRAZY. I HELD HIM TIGHT IN MY ARMS BREATHING THAT SWEET BABY SMELL IN LOOKING AT THE MOST PRECIOUS MOST PERFECT BABY EVER. MY NIECE MADE THE MOST HANDSOME BABY IN THE WHOLE WORLD. AS I WATCHED HIM SLEEPING EVERYTHING IN MY WORLD AND MY LIFE CAME FULL CIRCLE. ALL I COULD THINK WAS KIMBERLY YOU ARE TRULY A LUCKY WOMEN. I HAVE EVERYTHING YOU NEED YET SO MUCH MORE. THANK YOU GOD FOR BLESSING ME I AM NOT WORTHY. I HAVE FAILED YOU IN SO MANY WAYS OVER MY 36 YEARS YET YOUVE NEVER FAILED ME ONCE. GOD YOU ARE TRULY AN AWESOME GOD THANK YOU FOR EVERYTHING. I LOVE YOU ADREANNE MY LITTLE RURU ALWAYS AND FOR EVER NO MATTER WHAT. YOU AND MY SWEETHEART Destiny WERE MY DAUGHTERS LONG BEFORE GOD BLESSED ME WITH MY OWN. I LOVE YOU GIRLS MORE THAN LIFE ITSELF!
Posted on: Sun, 29 Jun 2014 22:23:39 +0000
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