Laila is still here with me and letting me know her touch is always near. A situation happened that took the words from my mouth this week. If you know me, this is hard to do. I looked to her picture at that moment of shock and heartache, I immediately felt her there. I withheld what I wanted to say and boy was that hard for me. Her smile later taught me that she is there to look at and most important, her spirit is there to feel as well. That night I thanked my Heavenly Father that my Laila came to me, letting me know she was there. As her mom, Im learning to feel her very differently than what my heart, hands and eyes yearn for. To fight against that binding emotion of love between a mom and daughter is a second to second fight I have. But Ill tell you this, when Heavenly Father entrusted me with his precious daughter, Laila, he has never broke his promise to me. My Laila will always be here for me to love and to feel. She can see me in this walk of life and Ill never walk alone without her. I hope as I post my experiences with Laila, that you may feel of her sweet soul. Know what matters most in our life, heavenly angels follow us in our journey. We are never forgotten or abandoned as we may feel at times. That our loved ones that have passed on are with us and walk with us more than we know. I feel Laila, she is there when I laugh at our moments together. She is there when my heart is so completely broken, I cant breathe for that moment. Her presence is there and I can be strong again. Our Father in Heaven has this eternal plan of happiness for all of us, my happiness matters to him. His plan brings life into my life, Im eternally thankful for this. My Laila, I love you spice!
Posted on: Thu, 23 Oct 2014 02:46:19 +0000