Last night I was sad when I went to put the horses away for the night. I had a lot on my mind, and very worried. Flash knows his feed time, and hes always anxious to get in his stall and start munching. Well, this time I let him in and he walked slowly instead of running to his food dish. He actually left the dish and cut me off with his long neck before I could pass to leave his stall. I stopped as his eyes studied my face, which I was still wearing my sunglasses. I took my glasses off so he could see my expression he was searching for. He bent his face in and touched my arm. I thanked him and gave him a hug, assuring him everything will be okay. He turned slowly, still keeping one eye on me, as he moved towards his feed bowl. How they know..... even if you dont try to involve them. They are my family, they are part of me, and we help each other any way we can through life. I would be devastated if I had to part with my boys. Im doing everything I can to keep them with us. Its tough when family members or friends judge me and try to tell me Ill come to a point where Ill need to prioritize and let go of some things. My horses arent some things. They are what I wake up in the morning for.... they are what get me out of bed and make me feel like ME. They are the only world I want to live in..... not the city, not with material things. Its the hearts beating because we are family and love each other and trust each other that makes life worthwhile. If I gave up on them, Id be losing myself. Pet people understand...... others dont. So on with life changes..... but some things are worth fighting for. If I have to fight alone, so be it..... I will win alone, and live the life that is honest to my heart. And I will remember those who judged me along the way, and will take note that they dont know me as well as they think they do, or that I thought they did, and not bother sharing with them what is closest to my heart in the future. They will never really understand me. They only will understand what they THINK I should be... instead of who I AM.
Posted on: Sat, 05 Jul 2014 07:31:47 +0000
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