Last night sums up to moms night out.. Nothing but a group of girls having good fun and forgetting what weighs on us. 24/7 we are moms, empyoees(the most part) wives( most part) we do for everyone else and try to please everyone. For some of us who feels the weight of the world whose been lied to cheated ect.. We still move on, I personally have found my peace in Christ thats my hope. But it still doesnt make me better than anyone. I can see thru painted smiles, what I love about someone is that they are real. It felt good to just let loose, but what I loved the most was we could be ourselves laugh at our selfs. No one was competing. I think we all know at one time weve been in each others shoes and had to endure some things. But for 4 or so hours we acted like teenagers care free and didnt care what anyone thought. I miss that I miss just laughing I miss just talking about silly things. I miss that the fact I was not being talked down to or at. That they was glad I was there and I even made 2 new friends. I felt welcomed and did not feel that as soon as I turn my back I would be the main topic. I didnt feel fat or out of place. I was allowed to speak without watching my words. I felt the need to hug and be close not at a distance. I felt the protector come out of me lol. But most of all I just laughed and dance. It felt good to be me cause I miss that me. Ive been emotional all day. I have one person I can be real with I have fun with her whether its working out getting our birthday pedis or whatever. Im thankful for that. And to the girls last night for inviting me to share your night. Cause Traci Williams is a life long friend and she knows that. So Im a blessed girl I have some amazing friends who knows what I need and you always on time.
Posted on: Mon, 12 Jan 2015 03:51:52 +0000
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