Laura Milani Warburton I am your sister in grief. I followed you when we were hanging on to our son by a thread, having this sense of dread that we would walk where you walk. Our son didnt intend to take how own life, but that us what he did. And now I know first hand that grief takes you where it will, and when it will. I try not to expect too much of myself. I have finally stopped counting how many days since the day that changed our lives forever and now start taking each day-moment by moment and allow myself to FEEL whatever I need to feel...sad, angry, disappointed, devastated... And sometimes a little peace happens. Moment by moment sweet sister I hope our children are in a heavenly class together learning and growing in ways they werent able to here. That is what gives me the most peace. But I still hurt for all the things I miss about him and the future I had looked forward to for him. Yep, and Im still a little ticked at him, and grateful for the gift he was to our life. 25 years wasnt long enough, but I am grateful for every second we were given with him. And grateful that I really believe he lives and we will hug each other again.
Posted on: Fri, 12 Dec 2014 07:05:09 +0000
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