Laying here and my mind wont shut off. Not sure why but Im thinking about my past. All of it. Wondering why or how some things workout the way they do. Good and the bad. I think about all the people in my previous life who have done me wrong. Lied to me,stabbed me in the back or what not. Most people would be bitter and spiteful and become angry when thinkin about all the events Ive been thinking about tonight. Infact I think about them everyday. Theres not a day that goes by that I dont ask myself why do people have to be so cruel? why do people have to be so heartless? Why did this person feel the need to do what they did to me? But then I realize that the ones who have done me wrong in this life were only blessings in disguise. Ones who I thought were there for me really werent. Im very happy to realize that Ive rid my life of that negativity. Ive let go of the people who were dragging me down and the people who were nothing but liars. I know who my real friends are and I know who my family really is. Ive come to appreciate it. I couldnt be anymore happier than I am today. Knowing that Ive made the right choices in who I let become close to my heart and soul. Ive opened my eyes to see the good in every situation even if it means my heart is aching, there is good behind it. Ill never be bitter towards anyone whos let me down or broken my heart and I never have. I only wish the best for them and that they one day can be as happy as I am right now....
Posted on: Tue, 28 Jan 2014 04:56:35 +0000
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