#Lily :-* #1196 Thank you and that is my lifes biggest secret that i cannot share with anyone being so need to lightn my heart and please no judgement do i need. The guy whom I loved so much couldnt trust me. his friends had some issues with me as I never liked them. They always use my ex for money! So I tried to keep my ex away from them. My sister alsao did not like him as his caste is lower than ours (how cheap thinking) One day this happened, I came to know that I am pregnant, I was terrified. I told my ex, and the first thing he said was how could you, have you any idea what people will talk about me and my parents, have you thought about my familys reputation? I got scared. I needed him and he was just putting me into depression. So, I lied that my parents now know about my pregnancy so he wouldnt run away. But one of hia friend and my sister framed me and they told my ex that my pregnancy was a lie. And he trusted them even after seeing the test kits positive report. Then they all including my ex spreaded the rumor that I cheated on him and played with him. I lost all my friends. Now I am suffering through anxiety disorder. And even seeing his bike or car on the road increases my anxiety. Thanks to my english teacher who helped me so much to recover myself at least this much. I laugh, I smile, I do crazy things, I fight, But I am still devastated. I have a few new frienda who really makes me happy but the hole in my heart will never heal. And, my ex is a member here I just figured today. *You shouldn Also* His* Friends* My best friend is also a member here and I would like to thank her for being a great listener and supporter Admins Taunt :- Sweetie , wese aapne itna kuch likh dia heke me aur members ko torcher nahi karungi :p Anywys ... Past hamesha kuch seekhata h hame... Bus hanste raho,jeete raho ^_^ or Rahi dosto ki baat to yaha Members nd admins ki kami thodi na h ;)
Posted on: Thu, 16 Oct 2014 08:08:41 +0000
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