Lol ! Some of yall think that just because I try to keep the sisterhood with my quotes, admonishments etc... .. That just because I write books or speak in public....... That just because I try to remind us to be better than we were yesterday...... Yall think that I really believe , I have no flaws! No thats you thinking that mess because it only shows me who has really reached maturity , when you think I may not need a hand, a push or a hug! I do always I do! So I look like I got it together you sit with shaiton and plot to bring me down or dislike me because everybody else seems to love me and you cant understand what they see in me , but if you really knew me, you would know I dont care about that stuff! I love people just as hard as they look like they love me but I love then to receive the blessings of my Lord ! Smh If you sitting back waiting for Saidah to slip so you can remind me that Im not perfect and you caught me on a technicality , lmbo lmbo you will be here all day because I have so many flaws its crazy! The difference between me and you, is..... I will only complain about your flaws when they start to really effect me. Lol but for the most part I accept people for who they are.... I never thought they were perfect so when they fall I dont stand over them waiting like a vulture to pounce lol smh! I tell you about life because I want you to better than me because I just learned what my mistake were so I want to tell you do better than I did in life! I dont give advice so as to make the people think Im somebody special lol smh! If you think that about Saidah Brown, you really dont know me at all, but heres what really hurts me.... When you do see I have made a mistake , why do you all immediately feel like you have to out me or bring up an accomplishment I have made as If to throw it in my face! Smh like this ... Not me motivational speaker, not ms sisterhood, not ms excellent parent , not ms be a good wife ! Why not me? I never said I dont make error! Smh So at that moment, you really let me know how you truly feel about me when you are smiling in my face! Wow! You really dont want good for me at all! Smh You dont even want what I have because you dont really think what I have is worth anything! Smh You just dont ever want me to have anything good! And its ok! In conclusion, I hope I have treated you all better than I attempted to treat you. I do believe that I treat everyone I come into contact with love and honor and respect! So if I have offended anyone for any reason please forgive me and have mercy on me and excuse me and I ask Allaah to have mercy on me and pardon and forgive me as well Aameen. And I forgive you , pardon you and excuse you and ask Allaah to forgive you, pardon you and excuse you also Aameen! Manners is the proof that you understand Tawheed! Abuwais rahimuAllaah ! May Allaah make his grave spacious Aameen ! So many of us think its ok to embarrass ppl as soon as someone tries to admonish that person they cuss you out or turn away lol smh! Ask yourself today, did I have to say it in the forum, did I have to say it at all, did I have to say something negative lol .... Could I just have smiled or given Allaah His praises. Why do I always seem to give that person negativity or make a scene or act ugly in public. What has this person done to me really. Am I jealous or envious. Should I think about my actions.???? Al hamdu lilaah Allaah has blessed me with a wonderful family and a new addition to my family! A wonderful husband and Co wife and step kids and my own beautiful kids and wonderful family! May Allaah bring our hearts together upon good and love for His sage Aameen! And that I do know! Anyway love bugs, dont think Im upset because I promise you Im not, but with a heavy heart I go and log off for a while - subhanna kallihumma wabihamdi ashaduan la ilaha anta staphiruka wa tubola Smooches!
Posted on: Thu, 31 Oct 2013 16:46:11 +0000
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