Love writing whats on my heart and hope that those that have walked in a similar situation will give their imput. So I am getting really nicely better and my life is slowly taking its normal shape. But if you have gone thru anything as difficult as I have in the months that have past, your previous normal begins to look like abnormal. I begin to think if my stupid brain was removed with my right breast and things that I thought were important are no longer important. So I am in this phase of questioning everything that I did previously. I related this feelings to my doctors and they say it is normal and with that comes a prescription for an anti-depressant. I obviously did not get that prescription filled as I am not depress but impressed with everything I have survived and with the God that has been by my side thru everything. These past couple of months Colin and myself had to operate on something that we never thought that we had. It was like we had built in power that pushed us thru and that we were out of our actual skins. Now we find ourselves getting back into our skins and recognising what really is important to us in the first place. Keeping ourselves intact and everyone that is directly effected by our lives together is all that we are doing these days and we do this by praying, studying His word more than we did before. It is called the after shock. We are never prepared for this and no training is given. But Gods word remains the before and after pill for this situation. Love this.
Posted on: Mon, 28 Jul 2014 09:44:04 +0000
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