MY TESTIMONY Oh I remember those difficult times, when the pain - TopicsExpress



          

MY TESTIMONY Oh I remember those difficult times, when the pain was just too much to bear, I remember when I cried alnight, I kept telling God I didnt ask for this, when I begged him to take the pain away. Those times I taught the pain will never go. those who knew my story began to diagnose the problem for me; I heard alot of stories about myself. I was condemned by some people, others sympathized but I have some key people whose name I am not sure,I want to mention but three ladies, a gentleman and my boss stood by me. I almost lost my identity and personality as Elorm because of the diagnosis. I almost lost my forgiving self to becoming vindictive. I didnt want to appreciate anyone since I am always taken for granted I wanted to be alone all by myself without talking to anyone. I almost gave up. People, one thing that kept me was the word of God in my mouth. Its turning round for my good, this light affliction is just but for a while, I am more than who they say I am, the world has not seen the best of me yet, these were some of the words i kept telling my self, I professed them with so much faith. And the most important of all was you wonderful people who prayed for me and encouraged me, I am most grateful. The LORD bless all of you tremendously. Time also played a role, it healed me too. I dont know why I am writing all these here, but I feel someone has to be encouraged. I learnt alot out of this experience and I am most grateful. In no order of importance, I realized that every experience makes you a better person if only you remain on the positive side. You become an experience in itself and so you are better placed to advise a friend who is going through same thing than someone who has not experienced it. You just do not speak grammar to the people but u share ur life with them. It makes you draw closer to ur God Above all the fulfillment is when you realize that you have forgiven the people who made u go through those pain by relating to them as though nothing had happened. I also noticed that they were few things I needed to also correct which is very important but this correction is for my betterment. I just want to encourage you who maybe experiencing one pain or the other, know n be convinced that it is working n turning around for your good. If you were the only person in the world, Jesus will still have come to die for you that is how much God loves you. You havent done anything to deserve that love but He chose to love u and so nobody questions him about that. God carefully planned ur life and he said it is to bring you to an expected end. Believe it, know it and live in that consciousness. Also surround urself with the right people. Choose ur friends who must speak into ur life both spiritually and physically. Words are powerful and they live on so be careful wat u hear. Be willing and ready to forgive at any time n moment, it makes the pain much lighter. Learn ur lessons and move on but donot hate anyone who hurt you. Its very difficult but its a possible mission. Know that there are destinies that are tied to you n so u cant afford to disappoint them Do not want to be anyone. U are unique, theres none like you, you are you. The main thing is you and not the counterfeit which wen detected looses is destroyed but apart from that the counterfeit does not have value. You are the best thing that can happen to anyone, pretty, handsome, smart, intelligent and the loveliest, just name then. Remain you!!!! no matter the wiles of the enemy. I hope u are encouraged. I LOVE YOU ALL.
Posted on: Sat, 19 Oct 2013 21:57:38 +0000

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