Man fb fam......I had a life changing experience today. True Story. As I was sitting at work today feeling discouraged, disgusted with the way things have been going lately and just simply frustrated with my divorce, going to school as a full time student, having my family uprooted due to selfishness, and working two jobs, I began to ask God questions regarding my purpose and plan and what He has in store for me. I began to ask Him what it is He wants me to do, see and hear, as I feel that this storm I am currently experiencing is just simply not moving and getting even stronger and stronger. I began to ask Him for strength as I have never experienced spiritual warfare such as this. I asked, He said nothing. Asked again He said............nothing. Even read a few passages from the word, Psalms 23, Isaiah 41:10, Isaiah 54:17.....but still nothing. I asked, Lord, where is the answer, where do I turn, are you even listening?. About 20 minutes later as it got busy and I started focusing on work, in walks a latino family of 3. There I saw a beautiful family with a little girl that was head shaven, no eyebrows and with pale skin, as you can tell she was sick or had cancer. I said hello to the little girl, and as her mom went to fill out a loan application, she showed me her little baby doll she had with her and showed me the bandages the doll had on her as she said it was sick like she was. She told me that the doll was her best friend and that she had plenty of dolls at home but this doll was her favorite.......I asked why was this doll her favorite, and she replied, Because this doll had been thru everything with me and she has been with me when I feel sad. The little girl told me she was 6 years old and has been sick for 2 years. Now......once again while the physical appearance sayd she has cancer, you would never know....through her spirit. This little girl was singing dancing playing having so much fun. Despite her circumstances, she was enjoying her childhood, enjoying life. Even though she knew she was sick, and could possibly even die, she didnt let that effect her ability to be happy and steal her joy. And thats when it hit me. I had an HHAhhhh moment. The holy spirit literally took my breath away and showed me exactly what I had been asking for. He sent me this little 6 year old angel to show me that happiness and joy is different. We can be happy when we have money, notoriety, bills paid, nice car, nice home, marriage good and etc.....but our joy comes from Him when we trust Him and understand Him. He is only moved by our faith. This little girl didnt have happiness, she had joy. She had faith. Even though her circumstances around her were not good, treatment, hospitals, doctors, She had trust that not only will everything be ok, but she will come out of her storm thriving, on top, winning and beating the enemy completely down! Man, yall, I was tore up after that. I immediately asked the Father for forgiveness for not trusting and having JOY. This little girl left the office slapping hi five with everyone, laughing, giggling, doing eveything she was doing when she arrived. So that tells me that she is like that all the time...... Now.....thats keeping it one hundred. We could all learn from her. I know I did. My life changed today. I will never be the same...............................................true story
Posted on: Tue, 05 Aug 2014 03:53:44 +0000
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