Me and Alexis broke up. Im not gonna get on here and act like it was her fault, it wasnt.. It was mine. We were fighting and I realized after what she said the that I was holding on to nothing. I love them both, but I cant keep pretending like I can take this.i feel like Im the wrong piece to the puzzle, and Ive always had this little gut feeling that we werent meant to be. Its hard trying to connect to a baby who isnt yours, especially when theres a huge language barrier, and shes still seeing the dad frequently for baby items because I cant provide those. She thinks she knows what its like, feeling like your holding someone elses baby when youre not supposed to, but most probably dont. Maybe I should have intervened when I did, but I just felt like it needed to happen for both of us. Pelt me with hate if you want. I dont care anymore. I probably deserve it. But i dont deserve to be her dad, and Im not ready. When I am, its most likely gonna be my own child. I never meant for this to happen, but honestly I should have checked my baggage before I got on this flight.
Posted on: Wed, 01 Oct 2014 23:16:32 +0000
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