Megan, I know in my heart that you are alive and safe in the means of shelter and food. I also know that in order for you to leave your mom, family, community, somebody took advantage off you. Somebody manipulated you into thinking that they would protect and provide for you better than your own family. Megan, that is what they do. They prey on innocence, they make you feel like you cannot live without them, they begin to control you. Every normal, minor problem at home ( mom wont let me pierce my belly button) that EVERY teenager faces becomes misconstrued by these animals and they start to make you hate the people who live you the most. As teenagers, we are all smarter than our parents, we are all misunderstood, are all bound by stupid rules. But guess what, grow out of it, and in your twenties, you start to realize that you had it all wrong. I would not relive my teenage years if your paid me. Constant self criticizing thoughts ( Im too fat, my hair is too thin, I am not pretty, look at this acne, I dont have all the cool clothes, nobody likes me, etc). Hormones do tricky, tricky things to us. I dont know why you left, I dont know what your home life was like. Maybe you were questioning your faith, maybe having impure thoughts, maybe curious about things that are sinful. I dont know, but whatever the reason, you can come back home. Always. Nobody loves you like your parents, honest. I know people say it, but I have two beautiful little girls that I would kill or die for, seriously. I cannot say that about anybody else, not even their father whom I love work all of my heart. I might take a flesh wound for him, but it isnt the same as your own child. I dont know who has you, but I bet they fill your head everyday with nonsense. I bet they tell you that you are a worthless, weak, terrible person. YOU ARE NOT. YOU ARE BEAUTIFUL AND STRONG. You want to know how I know that you are strong...you made a decision to leave your moms house and you followed through. Do you know how much courage that took? More than I have. But guess what, you can do it again. You can leave wherever you are at and come home. Whatever it is that you fear you will be returning to will not be as bad as you arethinking. I promise you! I keep thinking that there is something on her phone records, that there is a pattern with an unknown phone number in her text messages or phone calls. I dont know, but I do know that she will be found. I can just feel it. Like I said before, I do not have any ties to anybody here, and I see missing people posts all the time, but Megan has stuck with me. Come home Megan, please.
Posted on: Wed, 24 Sep 2014 21:10:44 +0000
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