Micheal Strobridge Dear daddy, I wanted to write you this letter to tell you whats happened since you went on to a better place I feel like here would have been better but youre with god now..anyway its been hard losing you I get so angry randomly sometimes at nothing and I feel alone..like yes I have Jess and my mom and dad Scott but no one knows what it feels like or can relate atleast people that are here around me and I just hope I was a good son to you like did you know I love you? I hope you dont feel like I was a bad person when I didnt answer I feel terrible I should have came to see you when you got sick and was in the hospital a couple weeks before your accident I ha one last chance to see you and didnt I should have I feel stupid for it I love you so much and I never meant to hurt you daddy or make you upset and dont ever feel bad for barley being here you tried your best and you never gave up you always taught me to never give up but lately its been hard hearing your voice or receiving a hug like I did in my dream it felt so real I want to ere you say you love me again just more more time I want to know you werent mad at me I have so many questions are you happy the way I turned out? Am I making you proud? I wish I could have gotten one more goodbye or at least a chance to say I love you with one of your big hugs then as I walk away you say hey..dont cry baby boy I always said I wont but really I did. I wanted to be Jordan when I was younger just because he always had you close no Im not mad or anything but it would have been nice. Do you remember when I was like 7 and you left to Ohio and it was your weekend with me when mom told me about it I cried and cried because I thought you moved there and Id meet see you again thats how it was after every time you or I left but I guess I just never really prepared myself for it to actually happen I miss you dad.. They say memories last a lifetime but Id rater have the real thing. I would give anything to have you back. I hope you like my tattoo for you. I love it a lot! It means so much because it has your handwriting on it I want to get another for you but I want it to be one you had, just not sure which. On more story the day after graduation I seen you sleeping and could tell your werent doing well at the time I wish I could have taken care of you I would have done whatever I could have to help you dad I promise.. Im going to go for now Ill write you again soon I love you Gavin Michael Strobridge
Posted on: Fri, 04 Apr 2014 00:12:07 +0000
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