Miss you so much mum its gone so quick 5 months you have left us I wish I could of told you before you went how much I loved you but I didnt get the chanceðŸ˜I still think your here but just gone out shopping and that you would be back soon but just knowing to my self you wont me is killing me bit by bit 😠you was only 47 lifes been so hard without you and changed a lot love you millions hope to see you up there soon love you and miss you million I so hope you proud of me mummy I so wish could bring you back but thats never going happen I think about you 24/7 I going work so hard at school to get the best grades possible for you mummy but lifes shit I can still remember the morning I saw you perfectly fine but the 5 mins later lying on bed choking and shouting help me I cant breath I just burst into tears I couldnt never forget that ðŸ˜ðŸ˜ðŸ˜ you was the leader of my family 😠now its gone all a mess you was the best mum someone could ever have always laughing and smile with me when I got home from school I think about the times I got angry with you I just so wish I didnt now I wish I made the all the bad times amazing times to remember not bad one but lets still remember I still got all the good times, my heart is so broken I feel like crying everyday because off how much I miss you mum you will never be forgotten there are loads off people missing you down here thinking the same as I am wanting you back ðŸ˜mum you was so strong so I am going try my best to copy you and be strong for you and for myself and the rest of the family I know your in a better place now but its hard without you I mean hard as in like impossible you will always be in my heart mummy ðŸ˜I love you more then anytime the morning I got told you passed I broke down in tear I was sat in the same spot for like hour just crying thinking this was all a dream my lifes feels pointless I dont seem the point anymore you made my life perfect and amazing now feels like crap just want you back ðŸ˜ðŸ˜ I could write a billion more about you mummy but I think I should let you sleep I hope you have fun up there mum the people better treat you good up there mum or I will head butt them hehe I promise I will see you soon love you million and miss you million as well everyday people ask me how Im holding up, I tell them Im doing okay. Once I turn around tears fall from my face and I whisper Im not fine I feel like Im dying ðŸ˜
Posted on: Mon, 12 Jan 2015 23:58:31 +0000
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