Missing R I was checking on my new school uniform and trying to fit whether the cut suits me when I noticed a small white piece of cloth attached on the neckline. The tag bears my name HEBEN M. TAUTHO. A sudden reaction on my mind was wheres the R. Looking at that piece of cloth several thoughts run in my head. So I was playing with it. Isnt it sometimes we have that kind of feeling missing something? Sometimes we feel incomplete and in our incompleteness we search looking for someone to complete us. How often do we feel empty because we lack someone in our lives. Such emptiness may be brought by the loss of someone we love whether leaving temporarily or permanently; somewhere outside of the country or somewhere outside the human world; on mutual decision or personal one; or we just decide to let someone go for some reasons others cant understand. How often do we feel inadequate because we dont have this while others have that. These are just material inadequacy which we somehow choose to enslave ourselves. We become envious because others have a boyfriend/girlfriend, have a complete or happy family, have a happy relationship, are promoted, have a beautiful house or a car, are handsome/pretty while we question ourselves why we only have this. It isnt enough, right? Happiness is a personal journey. Its like we choose our personal apparel from among the myriad commodities lurking around when we do our shopping. Happiness is only complete when lay our rest in God. No amount of inadequacy or incompleteness can compete with Gods love. Whenever I write my name I always write it completely like HERBEN MAHINAY TAUTHO because I want to feel good about my name and it reminds me that I wasnt just created alone by my father or mother but there love unites to produce me. Hence, when I write my name I remember the love that my parents have for me. And that I feel enough. See, being in a relationship is not what makes me happy or complete. Its about embracing myself for who I am and who I am not; accepting my own shortcomings and appreciating my potentials; and having that positive outlook in life while improving myself slowly. If the saying dont look for someone who will complete because you already are, rather find someone who will complement your completeness is true, I wonder if theres someone allocated for me. If having without R makes me feel like heaven, I would rather be HEBEN but its no longer my name but its still me. So Im missing R. It hope it wont mess me when it comes. I wonder who. #moki
Posted on: Sun, 27 Jul 2014 10:47:44 +0000
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