My Friends, I am going to Rant a little bit about Human Nature Characteristics and how its one of the only things that makes us Predictable, existing for the most part as non-predictable Individuals. Yesterday because I finally had my driving restrictions lifted, I made a surprise visit to my job. Ive had some major breakdown issues with communication between all the doctors and insurance representatives. This was due to the different areas I damaged or injured to my scull, ear, nerves and neck. So until just a few days ago, when someone would ask what was actually wrong with me, I had a hard time explaining it. No one could really seem to tell me where exactly which and where the issues Im still having are being generated from. Tuesday after seeing 2 of my doctors, I was told the reason for the confusion was partly because I had multiple things all going on at once, so the only way to know for sure was see what time heals and what it doesnt. This allowed them to see what is more than likely not going to improve and remain permanent. Now they know there is nerve damage that is actually causing my numbness on the left side of my neck and head, and not the fractures in my inner ear or scull. So they said although some of my balance and vision issues, among a few other things may be irreversible, my ability to adapt to that malfunction will improve with the right therapy, medications and retraining of certain thought patterns involving body motion and position. More or less, anything Im living with at the moment cant really be seen like a wound or my hand getting cut off, unless youre watching me walk or turn my head for a few minutes LOL! And of course it is in our human Nature Characteristics conceiving or being convinced of what we cant visibly see with our eyes. So after talking with a few people during my visit to work, I find out Im the current topic in the gossip and rumor dept concerning the level of injuries I still have from my fall 6 weeks ago as of today. I really cant explain how I felt after Id left and had time to think about that...To be honest, Im still not real sure BUT...it does remind me of why Ive written many poems about how we treat and disrespect each other before we understand what another may be dealing with or going through...Because hopefully God wont show them the way He showed me, And they learn by Living in those shoes. You see, at any given point our Lives can change in the Blink of an Eye. I Know this well because 6 weeks ago, I went in to work excited it was Thursday, Payday and looking forward to the Weekend. I cant say that day ended exactly the way I had anticipated it too in the morning while I was lying in a hospital going, What the hell Happened Ya know what I mean :-) God Bless My Friends
Posted on: Thu, 05 Jun 2014 14:49:44 +0000
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