My Heart to Yours...There are many scriptures that come to my mind and heart when the momma in me starts feeling angry toward the man who murdered my angel and with all the ppl who say and do mean things toward me, the court system, and Cassies family who fail to see the real me and are all working together keeping my grandangel and me apart; however the main scripture that comes to mind is Ephesians 6:12 12 For we wrestle not against flesh and blood, but against principalities, against powers, against the rulers of the darkness of this world, against spiritual wickedness in high places. I am also reminded of what Jesus said as he was hanging on the cross of Calvary... Father, forgive them for they know not what they do ... also, I am reminded of the greatest commandment You must love the LORD your God with all your heart, all your soul, and all your mind. and the second is like it.. love you neighbor as yourself when I meditate on the greatest commandment... I know that God has forgiven me for a lot of stupid stuff in my life and although I havent murdered anyone there are many times my words could cut to the soul in anger and I could shut my love away behind walls of titanium that even I didnt have the combination to unlock when I was hurt... My Father showed me great mercy and opened my eyes to love and life when I accepted Jesus into my life with complete surrender on April 18th, 2008 and it has been a daily cleansing and derooting of many deep hurts from my childhood to be healed. Today I find myself in this beautiful relationship with God & as I face all the struggles since my angel was murdered with love, grace, forgiveness, and a strong desire to reflect our savior for all to see so they can have a desire to seek and find Him in their own lives and find freedom, I know that I know Love Wins. I lived in the prison of extreme hurt, anger and sometimes rage and am very blessed I didnt do anything stupid like murder anyone or murder myself. God gives me great insight into the lives of others based on my life experiences intertwined with His word and direction and fueled by LOVE. So when people look at me and dont understand how I can have not only compassion for the man who murdered my angel, for my grandangel and great grandangel to know Love Wins but also for my every other person who finds themselves lost in a world full of lies, hurt, bitterness, anger, rage... I love them all Because I know how God loved me and saved me. He sent Jesus to die so that ALL men be saved.... even the murderer of my angel and all who are being used by evil and keeping my grandangel away from me. I am believing for major God encounters that will leave everyone changed forever in love and they will know the only way their eyes were opened is by our heavenly Father... it is all about Him. All we have to do is obey and follow God. I have said before my daughters murder will not be in vain. I have seen for casey from day one since Cassie was murdered the transformation of Saul ,in the Bible, who had many Christians murdered;when he had an encounter with God and was forever changed,Saul was given a new name to Paul. Many many souls have been lead to our Lord Jesus Christ, even today because of his testimony and his obedience to our Heavenly Father. So anytime i find myself getting mad I just remember the awesomeness of God in my life and so many others and how His promise and love is for ALL men
Posted on: Mon, 17 Mar 2014 06:45:41 +0000
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